ever seen your eyes becoming the pipe where water drops ? Its when u cry! :\

i first saw u last sem. i was so 'wow' by looking at you. but i knew i wasnt good enough.
days pass and i get to know u were un-single. i was disappointed but not to the extreme!

i meet u somewhen on the 27 or maybe 28 of october. i was so happy and shocked and nothing could express my feelings. it was our physics talk.didnt knew we were in the same group sitting in the middle.however, he was beside u and i cant explain how stressful it is. i tried to be myself making jokes and i saw u laugh. i was happy with it.

50 more mins and its been a month since we talk,send u home, and all my best ever month i ever had. it was splendid month. u change me alot and i admit it. im surprised myself how fantastic that i could change this much. and yes....its like the pipe.. and im wasting my body water. how can i stop it? i tried and its like pipe leaking, whats more the part of my body where it can break like when a mirror drop on the floor.

you're the best i ever ______ !
i couldnt find the word to fill that blank.