hello! sorry readers that this post wasnt meant for u all! :D
cos i wanted to send this to the person but however msn was being mean that it could not allow me to send offline message. grrr!

dear e_ _ _ _ _i,
if u read this...i wanna let u know that u mean everything to me...every single thing.... hurting u means hurting me..and i have no intention of hurting u...nvr came across my mind that i wanna hurt u...i love u so much and i know ive been irritating cos i keep saying that i love u..however... i say what i feel and i want u to know that i always love u... remember what i promise u today? i told u i J-A-N-J-I that i wont leave u...and yes..thats a lifetime promise i made to myself and to u....ill do anything to keep that promise...i know im not perfect..but ill bust my ass off to make u happy and to make u Smile...ill work as hard as possible just for u.. I LOVE YOU SAYAAANG! Every single second without u makes me go paranoid. Syazwan Sadan loves E_ _ _ _i R_ _ _k! So much And Forever! Amin (: