2009 eh?hmm

lets just say..im not in my best!
whether in floorball and in soccer
something is bothering me..i cant determine it..is it you?
i think it is you..
so losing you does have da side effects..i tot dere wasnt..hmmm..
im losing self-confidence...hmm...
dats freaking weird for someone lyk me..seriously!
i nid someone!as in someone close to me...but the question is who might it be?
hmmm...
i nid to build it up man...demoralising myself isnt wat i suppose to do..or is it im blaming something instead of myself...hmm..i wonder..
maybe this are wat my 2009 resolutions are...to have time to think bout myself.
so it was bibik bdae!and yeah...didnt realli celebrate with her due to floorball match..
we won 8-5..big deal? was a pathetic game!
i didnt score as usual..but did some dives to win free hits...
and yeah...i think dat im not loving myself dats y!